First in a long time
Now i’ve got a man in my life, first for a long time. My emotions this week have been fucked more than usual, part due to ovulation, but why? If this is what love or an approximation of love does to you, it can go fuck itself. Tits. Ass. Nuts.
Run away Run away,
Run from myself
Don’t wanna be on my own,
But other people piss me off
Or they’ll get pissed at me
No good No good
What to do?
Run, Run, far and away
For how long? When will i want to return?
But i will never escape the jaws of…
Myself.
Best not to Best not to
THINK
Smoke don’t drink
Read, paint, run run run
Interact? Let others know your weakness?
Better not from past experience.
Does that mean I’m closed?
Is that bad?
